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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

my heart still beats

good afternoon homosapians.

i was up early this morning. after done with subuh prayers, i can't go back to sleep.
slept for few hours only. dammit.! i screwed up contract no. 9 in the diet contract; which is to sleep before 12 a.m.
i'm sorie rizal. hehe. i just can't turn in early lah. i'm an owl, remember? HAHA.
i'll try lah for today. hopefully i can horx. since i'm working tomorrow.

hmms. what shall be my plan for today ? ROT-ness ? haiyaa.
boredom sia. well, actually i have no plans for today.

i felt something missing. the friends whom used to be there.
after the kecoh-ness between me and [insert name here], things change.
somehow, they look at me differently. they judged me differently.
are they really my friends ? or are they just using me for their own advantage ?
i wonder. they barely know me. only [insert name here] knows me deep inside and outside.
even my own brother doesn't know me that well.
the deepshyte secrets of me, myself and i are well kept by him.
and his deepshyte secrets are well kept by me.
no one understand what we've been going through.
well, no one understand what I'VE been going through.
i guess losing them is nothing to be stressed about.
i still have the lovelies there for me. i know even how far distance separate us, you girls are never far in heart. i love you girls to the core.
oooppss, and not to forget, my lovely boys prens. hehe.

haiyOo. thinking of them really make me frustrated.
ouh well, people change. but i didn't know that people can change in a blink of an eye.
hais. people. humans. whatever.

i'm out. grrr.

Labels: friends ? or foes ? judge.

i need YOU @ 12:22 PM


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