The Gossips
The People
SofyeaLV
Dayah; Ex ITE Bishan
Syazwan a.k.a LG and Lover; Alamak
Nazz; Ex Colleague
Fyfe; New Found Friend =)
The Ex CCKSians
Effah
Bam*Apez
Fie*Rangtanz
Faddy*Gorriz
The Ex CCKPians
Nur Yashira ♥
Amalina Fatin
Weena Natasha
Nur Zafirah
Syakir
The Song Track
Chris Brown - Cry No More
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
emotions
I may not get 2 see you as often as i like, i may not get to hold you in my arms through the night, but deep in my heart, i truly know that i love u and i cant let u go.
greetings homosapians.!
how have you all been doing today ?
as for me, woke up around 10+ in the morning. tossing and turning. hoping to get back to sleep again. but to no avail. it was raining cats and dogs. thought of going dearie shira's house but fatin couldn't make it. so plan cancelled.
im freaking bored can ? brO said i got no lyfe. no school. off days always stay at home. thanks yeah.! i know lah. but where shall i go ? with whom shall i go out with ? everyone's busy with their own lyfe. i shouldn't intrude. i miss school. but i don't miss the moments in school with them. seriously. 2 years was enough for me being in a class full of hypocrites around. i hate that feelings. feelings of not being who you are. dang.!
current feeling: insecure.
i hate emotions. i just wanna feel numb and immune to stuffs. throw away all the emotions and just be dull ? HAHA. how boring can that emotion be ? dull, heck care attitude ? SUPER BORING. i can imagine myself being that way. seriously. lyke zombie sia. wakakakakaka. walking around restlessly. soul-less. hmms. great ? i wonder.
i wanna feel the love. eh i feel lyke going to JB lehx. hmms. for what ? i don't know. just feel lyke going back to kampong lyfe. i miss Bawean Island. wah.! i miss so many things lah. and people too of course.
okayy i have nothing more to update. tomorrow working morning shift. double sian-ness can ?
i'm off.
how have you all been doing today ?
as for me, woke up around 10+ in the morning. tossing and turning. hoping to get back to sleep again. but to no avail. it was raining cats and dogs. thought of going dearie shira's house but fatin couldn't make it. so plan cancelled.
im freaking bored can ? brO said i got no lyfe. no school. off days always stay at home. thanks yeah.! i know lah. but where shall i go ? with whom shall i go out with ? everyone's busy with their own lyfe. i shouldn't intrude. i miss school. but i don't miss the moments in school with them. seriously. 2 years was enough for me being in a class full of hypocrites around. i hate that feelings. feelings of not being who you are. dang.!
current feeling: insecure.
i hate emotions. i just wanna feel numb and immune to stuffs. throw away all the emotions and just be dull ? HAHA. how boring can that emotion be ? dull, heck care attitude ? SUPER BORING. i can imagine myself being that way. seriously. lyke zombie sia. wakakakakaka. walking around restlessly. soul-less. hmms. great ? i wonder.
i wanna feel the love. eh i feel lyke going to JB lehx. hmms. for what ? i don't know. just feel lyke going back to kampong lyfe. i miss Bawean Island. wah.! i miss so many things lah. and people too of course.
okayy i have nothing more to update. tomorrow working morning shift. double sian-ness can ?
i'm off.
Labels: feeling random.