greetings hoomans of the world.!

last sunday, i didn't go to the doctor. wanted to. but due to a basket full of naggings and rantings from the parents saying that i'm such a hassle and that i never fails to be a burden to them, my heart sank. told daddy to make a U-turn from going to the doctor instead and go home. still, he scold me saying don't be such a hassle and bla bla bla.

issit so hard to bring a daughter to the doctor cause of her condition ? hais. then upon reaching at the private clinic, since it was already night tyme and there wasn't any polyclinics open at that hour, there's many patients queuing up for their turn. i told mummy to forget about visiting the doctor and that it's either we go home now or she wanted me to go home by myself. *showing tantrum* so off we went into the car and daddy shouted at me asking what again this time ? then when mummy told him about what i said to her earlier, daddy chased me out of the car and told me to go home on my own.

having S.T.M (Short Term Memory), your's truly forgot to bring her ez-link card, IC and other important stuffs that she never fails to bring along whenever she leaves the house. this tyme, she forgot the most important thing which is her ez-link card. god dammit.! and so i alighted from the car and walked home. didn't walked to home actually. i loitered around with tears flowing non-stop. called the aunt and told her what happened. she told me to wait at the Limbang Shopping Mall. but i walked again towards the old religious school where i used to go when i was young. took a sit there and texted shira n andy bf. thanks for cheering me up guys. i soo needed it. =)

then my second aunt came to the rescue. HAHA. she picked me up where i was at and brought me home to the grandparents home. so i slept over their house and came home only last night. so yeah. the parents still haven't talk to me. and later on, i need to pay for my course fees yet they didn't leave a single cent for me. and so i decided to use my own salary to pay for my course fees. i know my salary won't last me till end of the month if i were to pay for my course fees, but i'll try to find ways to get money if i'm totally broke.

yesterday didn't go to work due to inevitable situation.

for today, i thought of going to Lot 1 to buy my essential stuffs. but damn lazy lah. see how later.

that's all now. take kaires.